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wanted to make coffee for me�察 �racked his brain for something he could
possibly do for me�察�and beamed and laughed�察�and in the exuberance of his
delight sweated at every pore。
;You haven't changed�察─�I said�察�smiling�察�as I looked at him。
He had the same absurd appearance that I remembered。 He was a fat
little man�察�with short legs�察�young still he could not have been more than
thirty but prematurely bald。 His face was perfectly round�察�and he had a
very high colour�察�a white skin�察�red cheeks�察�and red lips。 His eyes were
blue and round too�察 �he wore large gold´rimmed spectacles�察 �and his
eyebrows were so fair that you could not see them。 He reminded you of
those jolly�察�fat merchants that Rubens painted。
When I told him that I meant to live in Paris for a while�察�and had taken
an apartment�察�he reproached me bitterly for not having let him know。 He
would have found me an apartment himself�察�and lent me furniture did I
really mean that I had gone to the expense of buying it�拭 �and he would
have helped me to move in。 He really looked upon it as unfriendly that I
had not given him the opportunity of making himself useful to me。
Meanwhile�察 �Mrs。 Stroeve sat quietly mending her stockings�察 �without
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talking�察�and she listened to all he said with a quiet smile on her lips。
;So�察�you see�察�I'm married�察─�he said suddenly�察 �what do you think of
my wife�拭─�
He beamed at her�察�and settled his spectacles on the bridge of his nose。
The sweat made them constantly slip down。
;What on earth do you expect me to say to that�拭─�I laughed。
;Really�察�Dirk�察─�put in Mrs。 Stroeve�察�smiling。
;But isn't she wonderful�拭 �I tell you�察 �my boy�察 �lose no time�察 �get
married as soon as ever you can。 I'm the happiest man alive。 Look at her
sitting there。 Doesn't she make a picture�拭�Chardin�察�eh�拭 �I've seen all the
most beautiful women in the world�察�I've never seen anyone more beautiful
than Madame Dirk Stroeve。;
;If you don't be quiet�察�Dirk�察�I shall go away。;
�察�he said。
She flushed a little�察�embarrassed by the passion in his tone。 His letters
had told me that he was very much in love with his wife�察�and I saw that he
could hardly take his eyes off her。 I could not tell if she loved him。 Poor
pantaloon�察�he was not an object to excite love�察�but the smile in her eyes
was affectionate�察 �and it was possible that her reserve concealed a very
deep feeling。 She was not the ravishing creature that his love´sick fancy
saw�察 �but she had a grave comeliness。 She was rather tall�察 �and her gray
dress�察�simple and quite well´cut�察�did not hide the fact that her figure was
beautiful。 It was a figure that might have appealed more to the sculptor
than to the costumier。 Her hair�察�brown and abundant�察�was plainly done�察�
her face was very pale�察 �and her features were good without being
distinguished。 She had quiet gray eyes。 She just missed being beautiful�察�
and in missing it was not even pretty。 But when Stroeve spoke of
Chardin it was not without reason�察�and she reminded me curiously of that
pleasant housewife in her mob´cap and apron whom the great painter has
immortalised。 I could imagine her sedately busy among her pots and
pans�察 �making a ritual of her household duties�察 �so that they acquired a
moral significance�察�I did not suppose that she was clever or could ever be
amusing�察�but there was something in her grave intentness which excited
my interest。 Her reserve was not without mystery。 I wondered why she
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had married Dirk Stroeve。 Though she was English�察�I could not exactly
place her�察 �and it was not obvious from what rank in society she sprang�察�
what had been her upbringing�察�or how she had lived before her marriage。
She was very silent�察�but when she spoke it was with a pleasant voice�察�and
her manners were natural。
I asked Stroeve if he was working。
;Working�拭 �I'm painting better than I've ever painted before。; We
sat in the studio�察 �and he waved his hand to an unfinished picture on an
easel。 I gave a little start。 He was painting a group of Italian peasants�察�
in the costume of the Campagna�察 �lounging on the steps of a Roman
church。
;Is that what you're doing now�拭─�I asked。
;Yes。 I can get my models here just as well as in Rome。;
;Don't you think it's very beautiful�拭─�said Mrs。 Stroeve。
;This foolish wife of mine thinks I'm a great artist�察─�said he。
His apologetic laugh did not disguise the pleasure that he felt。 His eyes
lingered on his picture。 It was strange that his critical sense�察�so accurate
and unconventional when he dealt with the work of others�察 �should be
satisfied in himself with what was hackneyed and vulgar beyond belief。
;Show him some more of your pictures�察─�she said。
;Shall I�拭─�
Though he had suffered so much from the ridicule of his friends�察�Dirk
Stroeve�察 �eager for praise and naively self´satisfied�察 �could never resist
displaying his work。 He brought out a picture of two curly´headed
Italian urchins playing marbles。
;Aren't they sweet�拭─�said Mrs。 Stroeve。
And then he showed me more。 I discovered that in Paris he had been
painting just the same stale�察 �obviously picturesque things that he had
painted for years in Rome。 It was all false�察�insincere�察�shoddy�察�and yet no
one was more honest�察�sincere�察�and frank than Dirk Stroeve。 Who could
resolve the contradiction�拭�
I do not know what put it into my head to ask�此�
;I say�察 �have you by any chance run across a painter called Charles
Strickland�拭─�
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;You don't mean to say you know him�拭─�cried Stroeve。
;Beast�察─�said his wife。
Stroeve laughed。
He went over to her and kissed both her
hands。 ;She doesn't like him。 How strange that you should know
Strickland� ─�
;I don't like bad manners�察─�said Mrs。 Stroeve。
Dirk�察�laughing still�察�turned to me to explain。
;You see�察�I asked him to come here one day and look at my pictures。
Well�察�he came�察�and I showed him everything I had。; Stroeve hesitated a
moment with embarrassment。 I do not know why he had begun the story
against himself�察�he felt an awkwardness at finishing it。 ;He looked at
at my pictures�察�and he didn't say anything。 I thought he was reserving his
judgment till the end。 And at last I said�此 �There�察�that's the lot��' He said�此�
`I came to ask you to lend me twenty francs。';
;And Dirk actually gave it him�察─�said his wife indignantly。
;I was so taken aback。 I didn't like to refuse。 He put the money in
his pocket�察�just nodded�察�said 'Thanks��' and walked out。;
Dirk Stroeve�察�telling the story�察�had such a look of blank astonishment
on his round�察�foolish face that it was almost impossible not to laugh。
;I shouldn't have minded if he'd said my pictures were bad�察�but he said
nothing nothing。;
;And you tell the story�察�Dirk�察─�Said his wife。
It was lamentable that one was more amused by the ridiculous figure
cut by the Dutchman than outraged by Strickland's brutal treatment of him。
;I hope I shall never see him again�察─�said Mrs。 Stroeve。
Stroeve smiled and shrugged his shoulders。 He had already
recovered his good´humour。
;The fact remains that he's a great artist�察�a very great artist。;
;Strickland�拭─�I exclaimed。 ;It can't be the same man。;
;A big fellow with a red beard。 Charles Strickland。 An Englishman。;
;He had no beard when I knew him�察�but if he has grown one it might
well be red。 The man I'm thinking of only began painting five years
ago。;
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