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;That's it。 He's a great artist。;
;Impossible。;
;Have I ever been mistaken�拭─ �Dirk asked me。 ;I tell you he has
genius。 I'm convinced of it。 In a hundred years�察 �if you and I are
remembered at all�察�it will be because we knew Charles Strickland。;
I was astonished�察 �and at the same time I was very much excited。 I
remembered suddenly my last talk with him。
;Where can one see his work�拭─�I asked。 ;Is he having any success�拭�
Where is he living�拭─�
;No�察�he has no success。 I don't think he's ever sold a picture。 When
you speak to men about him they only laugh。 But I he's a great
artist。 After all�察�they laughed at Manet。 Corot never sold a picture。 I
don't know where he lives�察�but I can take you to see him。 He goes to a
cafe in the Avenue de Clichy at seven o'clock every evening。 If you like
we'll go there to´morrow。;
;I'm not sure if he'll wish to see me。 I think I may remind him of a
time he prefers to forget。 But I'll come all the same。 Is there any chance
of seeing any of his pictures�拭─�
;Not from him。 He won't show you a thing。 There's a little dealer I
know who has two or three。 But you mustn't go without me�察 �you
wouldn't understand。 I must show them to you myself。;
;Dirk�察 �you make me impatient�察─ �said Mrs。 Stroeve。 ;How can you
talk like that about his pictures when he treated you as he did�拭─�She turned
to me。 ;Do you know�察�when some Dutch people came here to buy Dirk's
pictures he tried to persuade them to buy Strickland's�拭�He insisted on
bringing them here to show。;
;What did think of them�拭─�I asked her�察�smiling。
;They were awful。;
;Ah�察�sweetheart�察�you don't understand。;
;Well�察�your Dutch people were furious with you。 They thought you
were having a joke with them。;
Dirk Stroeve took off his spectacles and wiped them。 His flushed
face was shining with excitement。
;Why should you think that beauty�察�which is the most precious thing in
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the world�察�lies like a stone on the beach for the careless passer´by to pick
up idly�拭 �Beauty is something wonderful and strange that the artist
fashions out of the chaos of the world in the torment of his soul。 And
when he has made it�察�it is not given to all to know it。 To recognize it you
must repeat the adventure of the artist。 It is a melody that he sings to you�察�
and to hear it again in your own heart you want knowledge and
sensitiveness and imagination。;
;Why did I always think your pictures beautiful�察�Dirk�拭�I admired them
the very first time I saw them。;
Stroeve's lips trembled a little。
;Go to bed�察�my precious。 I will walk a few steps with our friend�察�and
then I will come back。;
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Chapter XX
Dirk Stroeve agreed to fetch me on the following evening and take
me to the cafe at which Strickland was most likely to be found。 I was
interested to learn that it was the same as that at which Strickland and I
had drunk absinthe when I had gone over to Paris to see him。 The fact
that he had never changed suggested a sluggishness of habit which seemed
to me characteristic。
;There he is�察─�said Stroeve�察�as we reached the cafe。
Though it was October�察�the evening was warm�察�and the tables on the
pavement were crowded。 I ran my eyes over them�察 �but did not see
Strickland。
;Look。 Over there�察�in the corner。 He's playing chess。;
I noticed a man bending over a chess´board�察�but could see only a large
felt hat and a red beard。 We threaded our way among the tables till we
came to him。
;Strickland。;
He looked up。
;Hulloa�察�fatty。 What do you want�拭─�
;I've brought an old friend to see you。;
Strickland gave me a glance�察�and evidently did not recognise me。 He
resumed his scrutiny of the chessboard。
;Sit down�察�and don't make a noise�察─�he said。
He moved a piece and straightway became absorbed in the game。 Poor
Stroeve gave me a troubled look�察�but I was not disconcerted by so little。
I ordered something to drink�察 �and waited quietly till Strickland had
finished。 I welcomed the opportunity to examine him at my ease。 I
certainly should never have known him。 In the first place his red beard�察�
ragged and untrimmed�察�hid much of his face�察�and his hair was long�察�but the
most surprising change in him was his extreme thinness。 It made his great
nose protrude more arrogantly�察�it emphasized his cheekbones�察�it made his
eyes seem larger。 There were deep hollows at his temples。 His body was
cadaverous。 He wore the same suit that I had seen him in five years before�察�
it was torn and stained�察 �threadbare�察 �and it hung upon him loosely�察 �as
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though it had been made for someone else。 I noticed his hands�察�dirty�察�with
long nails�察�they were merely bone and sinew�察�large and strong�察�but I had
forgotten that they were so shapely。 He gave me an extraordinary
impression as he sat there�察 �his attention riveted on his game an
impression of great strength�察�and I could not understand why it was that
his emaciation somehow made it more striking。
Presently�察 �after moving�察 �he leaned back and gazed with a curious
abstraction at his antagonist。 This was a fat�察�bearded Frenchman。 The
Frenchman considered the position�察 �then broke suddenly into jovial
expletives�察�and with an impatient gesture�察 �gathering up the pieces�察 �flung
them into their box。 He cursed Strickland freely�察 �then�察 �calling for the
waiter�察�paid for the drinks�察�and left。 Stroeve drew his chair closer to the
table。
;Now I suppose we can talk�察─�he said。
Strickland's eyes rested on him�察 �and there was in them a malicious
expression。 I felt sure he was seeking for some gibe�察�could think of none�察�
and so was forced to silence。
;I've brought an old friend to see you�察─ �repeated Stroeve�察 �beaming
cheerfully。
Strickland looked at me thoughtfully for nearly a minute。 I did not
speak。
;I've never seen him in my life�察─�he said。
I do not know why he said this�察�for I felt certain I had caught a gleam
of recognition in his eyes。 I was not so easily abashed as I had been
some years earlier。
;I saw your wife the other day�察─�I said。 ;I felt sure you'd like to have
the latest news of her。;
He gave a short laugh。 His eyes twinkled。
;We had a jolly evening together�察─�he said。 ;How long ago is it�拭─�
;Five years。;
He called for another absinthe。 Stroeve�察 �with voluble tongue�察�
explained how he and I had met�察�and by what an accident we discovered
that we both knew Strickland。 I do not know if Strickland listened。 He
glanced at me once or twice reflectively�察 �but for the most part seemed
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occupied with his own thoughts�察�and certainly without Stroeve's babble the
conversation would have been difficult。 In half an hour the Dutchman�察�
looking at his watch�察 �announced that he must go。 He asked whether I
would come too。 I thought�察 �alone�察 �I might get something out of
Strickland�察�and so answered that I would stay。
When the fat man had left I said�此�
;Dirk Stroeve thinks you're a great artist。;
;What the hell do you suppose I care�拭─�
;Will you let me see your pictures�拭─�
;Why should I�拭─�
;I might feel inclined to buy one。;
;I mig