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default of older and more experienced men�察 �had undertaken�察 �during the
rebellion�察 �the management of a large estate�察 �which had been left in the
hands of women and slaves。 He had filled the place so acceptably�察�and
employed his leisure to such advantage�察 �that at the close of the war he
found himselfhe was modest enough to think�察�too�察�in default of a better
manthe husband of the orphan daughter of the gentleman who had
owned the plantation�察 �and who had lost his life upon the battlefield。
Warwick's wife was of good family�察 �and in a more settled condition of
society it would not have been easy for a young man of no visible
antecedents to win her hand。 A year or two later�察�he had taken the oath of
allegiance�察�and had been admitted to the South Carolina bar。 Rich in his
wife's right�察�he had been able to practice his profession upon a high plane�察�
without the worry of sordid cares�察�and with marked success for one of his
age。
;I suppose�察─ �he concluded�察 �that I have got along at the bar�察 �as
elsewhere�察�owing to the lack of better men。 Many of the good lawyers
were killed in the war�察�and most of the remainder were disqualified�察�while
I had the advantage of being alive�察 �and of never having been in arms
against the government。 People had to have lawyers�察�and they gave me
their business in preference to the carpet´ baggers。 Fortune�察 �you know�察�
favors the available man。;
His mother drank in with parted lips and glistening eyes the story of
his adventures and the record of his successes。 As Rena listened�察 �the
narrow walls that hemmed her in seemed to draw closer and closer�察 �as
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though they must crush her。 Her brother watched her keenly。 He had
been talking not only to inform the women�察 �but with a deeper purpose�察�
conceived since his morning walk�察 �and deepened as he had followed�察�
during his narrative�察�the changing expression of Rena's face and noted her
intense interest in his story�察�her pride in his successes�察�and the occasional
wistful look that indexed her self´pity so completely。
;An' I s'pose you're happy�察�John�拭─�asked his mother。
;Well�察 �mother�察 �happiness is a relative term�察 �and depends�察 �I imagine�察�
upon how nearly we think we get what we think we want。 I have had my
chance and haven't thrown it away�察 �and I suppose I ought to be happy。
But then�察�I have lost my wife�察�whom I loved very dearly�察�and who loved
me just as much�察�and I'm troubled about my child。;
;Why�拭─�they demanded。 ;Is there anything the matter with him�拭─�
;No�察 �not exactly。 He's well enough�察 �as babies go�察 �and has a good
enough nurse�察 �as nurses go。 But the nurse is ignorant�察 �and not always
careful。 A child needs some woman of its own blood to love it and look
after it intelligently。;
Mis' Molly's eyes were filled with tearful yearning。 She would have
given all the world to warm her son's child upon her bosom�察�but she knew
this could not be。
;Did your wife leave any kin�拭─�she asked with an effort。
;No near kin�察�she was an only child。;
;You'll be gettin' married again�察─�suggested his mother。
;No�察─�he replied�察 �I think not。;
Warwick was still reading his sister's face�察�and saw the spark of hope
that gleamed in her expressive eye。
;If I had some relation of my own that I could take into the house with
me�察─�he said reflectively�察 �the child might be healthier and happier�察�and I
should be much more at ease about him。;
The mother looked from son to daughter with a dawning apprehension
and a sudden pallor。 When she saw the yearning in Rena's eyes�察 �she
threw herself at her son's feet。
;Oh�察 �John�察─ �she cried despairingly�察 �don't take her away from me� �
Don't take her�察�John�察�darlin'�察�for it'd break my heart to lose her� ─�
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Rena's arms were round her mother's neck�察 �and Rena's voice was
sounding in her ears。 ;There�察 �there�察 �mamma� �Never mind� �I won't
leave you�察�mammadear old mamma� �Your Rena'll stay with you always�察�
and never�察�never leave you。;
John smoothed his mother's hair with a comforting touch�察�patted her
withered cheek soothingly�察�lifted her tenderly to her place by his side�察�and
put his arm about her。
;You love your children�察�mother�拭─�
;They're all I've got�察─�she sobbed�察 �an' they cos' me all I had。 When
the las' one's gone�察 �I'll want to go too�察�for I'll be all alone in the world。
Don't take Rena�察�John�察 �for if you do�察 �I'll never see her again�察�an' I can't
bear to think of it。 How would you like to lose yo'r one child�拭─�
;Well�察�well�察�mother�察�we'll say no more about it。 And now tell me all
about yourself�察�and about the neighbors�察�and how you got through the war�察�
and who's dead and who's marriedand everything。;
The change of subject restored in some degree Mis' Molly's
equanimity�察 �and with returning calmness came a sense of other
responsibilities。
;Good gracious�察�Rena� ─�she exclaimed。 ;John 's be'n in the house an
hour�察�and ain't had nothin' to eat yet� �Go in the kitchen an' spread a clean
tablecloth�察 �an' git out that 'tater pone�察 �an' a pitcher o' that las' kag o'
persimmon beer�察�an' let John take a bite an' a sip。;
Warwick smiled at the mention of these homely dainties。 ;I thought
of your sweet´potato pone at the hotel to´day�察�when I was at dinner�察�and
wondered if you'd have some in the house。 There was never any like
yours�察�and I've forgotten the taste of persimmon beer entirely。;
Rena left the room to carry out her hospitable commission。 Warwick�察�
taking advantage of her absence�察 �returned after a while to the former
subject。
;Of course�察�mother�察─�he said calmly�察 �I wouldn't think of taking Rena
away against your wishes。 A mother's claim upon her child is a high and
holy one。 Of course she will have no chance here�察 �where our story is
known。 The war has wrought great changes�察�has put the bottom rail on
top�察�and all thatbut it hasn't wiped THAT out。 Nothing but death can
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remove that stain�察�if it does not follow us even beyond the grave。 Here
she must forever benobody� �With me she might have got out into the
world�察 �with her beauty she might have made a good marriage�察 �and�察 �if I
mistake not�察�she has sense as well as beauty。;
;Yes�察─�sighed the mother�察 �she's got good sense。 She ain't as quick as
you was�察�an' don't read as many books�察�but she's keerful an' painstakin'�察�an'
always tries to do what's right。 She's be'n thinkin' about goin' away
somewhere an' tryin' to git a school to teach�察 �er somethin'�察 �sence the
Yankees have started 'em everywhere for po' white folks an' niggers too。
But I don't like fer her to go too fur。;
;With such beauty and brains�察─�continued Warwick�察 �she could leave
this town and make a place for herself。 The place is already made。 She
has only to step into my carriageafter perhaps a little preparationand
ride up the hill which I have had to climb so painfully。 It would be a
great pleasure to me to see her at the top。 But of course it is impossible
a mere idle dream。 YOUR claim comes first�察�her duty chains her here。;
;It would be so lonely without her�察─�murmured the mother weakly�察 �an'
I love her somy las' one� ─�
;No doubtno doubt�察─�returned Warwick�察�with a sympathetic sigh�察 �of
course you love her。 It's not to be thought of for a moment。 It's a pity
that she couldn't have a chance herebut how c