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was willing to die�察�for he had fulfilled his purpose。
;What was the subject�拭─�I asked。
;I scarcely know。 It was strange and fantastic。 It was a vision of the
beginnings of the world�察�the Garden of Eden�察�with Adam and Eve it was a hymn to the beauty of the human form�察 �male and
female�察 �and the praise of Nature�察 �sublime�察 �indifferent�察 �lovely�察 �and cruel。
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It gave you an awful sense of the infinity of space and of the endlessness
of time。 Because he painted the trees I see about me every day�察 �the
cocoa´nuts�察�the banyans�察�the flamboyants�察�the alligator´pears�察�I have seen
them ever since differently�察 �as though there were in them a spirit and a
mystery which I am ever on the point of seizing and which forever escapes
me。 The colours were the colours familiar to me�察 �and yet they were
different。 They had a significance which was all their own。 And those
nude men and women。 They were of the earth�察 �and yet apart from it。
They seemed to possess something of the clay of which they were created�察�
and at the same time something divine。 You saw man in the nakedness of
his primeval instincts�察�and you were afraid�察�for you saw yourself。;
Dr。 Coutras shrugged his shoulders and smiled。
;You will laugh at me。 I am a materialist�察�and I am a gross�察�fat man
Falstaff�察 �eh�拭 �the lyrical mode does not become me。 I make myself
ridiculous。 But I have never seen painting which made so deep an
impression upon me。 �察�I had just the same feeling as when I
went to the Sistine Chapel in Rome。 There too I was awed by the greatness
of the man who had painted that ceiling。 It was genius�察 �and it was
stupendous and overwhelming。 I felt small and insignificant。 But you are
prepared for the greatness of Michael Angelo。 Nothing had prepared me
for the immense surprise of these pictures in a native hut�察�far away from
civilisation�察 �in a fold of the mountain above Taravao。 And Michael
Angelo is sane and healthy。 Those great works of his have the calm of
the sublime�察 �but here�察 �notwithstanding beauty�察 �was something troubling。
I do not know what it was。 It made me uneasy。 It gave me the impression
you get when you are sitting next door to a room that you know is empty�察�
but in which�察�you know not why�察�you have a dreadful consciousness that
notwithstanding there is someone。 You scold yourself�察 �you know it is
only your nerves and yet�察�and yet。。。 In a little while it is impossible to
resist the terror that seizes you�察�and you are helpless in the clutch of an
unseen horror。 Yes�察�I confess I was not altogether sorry when I heard that
those strange masterpieces had been destroyed。;
;Destroyed�拭─ �I cried。
;�察�did you not know�拭─�
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;How should I know�拭�It is true I had never heard of this work�察�but I
thought perhaps it had fallen into the hands of a private owner。 Even
now there is no certain list of Strickland's paintings。;
;When he grew blind he would sit hour after hour in those two rooms
that he had painted�察�looking at his works with sightless eyes�察�and seeing�察�
perhaps�察�more than he had ever seen in his life before。 Ata told me that
he never complained of his fate�察�he never lost courage。 To the end his
mind remained serene and undisturbed。 But he made her promise that
when she had buried him did I tell you that I dug his grave with my own
hands�察�for none of the natives would approach the infected house�察�and we
buried him�察�she and I�察�sewn up in three joined together�察�under
the mango´tree he made her promise that she would set fire to the house
and not leave it till it was burned to the ground and not a stick remained。;
I did not speak for a while�察�for I was thinking。 Then I said�此�
;He remained the same to the end�察�then。;
;Do you understand�拭 �I must tell you that I thought it my duty to
dissuade her。;
;Even after what you have just said�拭─�
;Yes�察�for I knew that here was a work of genius�察�and I did not think we
had the right to deprive the world of it。 But Ata would not listen to me。
She had promised。 I would not stay to witness the barbarous deed�察�and it
was only afterwards that I heard what she had done。 She poured paraffin
on the dry floors and on the pandanus´mats�察�and then she set fire。 In a
little while nothing remained but smouldering embers�察 �and a great
masterpiece existed no longer。
;I think Strickland knew it was a masterpiece。 He had achieved what
he wanted。 His life was complete。 He had made a world and saw that it
was good。 Then�察�in pride and contempt�察�he destroyed�察�it。;
;But I must show you my picture�察─�said Dr。 Coutras�察�moving on。
;What happened to Ata and the child�拭─�
They went to the Marquesas。 She had relations there。 I have heard
that the boy works on one of Cameron's schooners。 They say he is very
like his father in appearance。;
At the door that led from the verandah to the doctor's consulting´room�察�
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he paused and smiled。
;It is a fruit´piece。 You would think it not a very suitable picture for
a doctor's consulting´room�察�but my wife will not have it in the drawing´
room。 She says it is frankly obscene。;
;A fruit´piece� ─�I exclaimed in surprise。
We entered the room�察�and my eyes fell at once on the picture。 I looked
at it for a long time。
It was a pile of mangoes�察 �bananas�察 �oranges�察 �and I know not what。
and at first sight it was an innocent picture enough。 It would have been
passed in an exhibition of the Post´ Impressionists by a careless person as
an excellent but not very remarkable example of the school�察�but perhaps
afterwards it would come back to his recollection�察�and he would wonder
why。 I do not think then he could ever entirely forget it。
The colours were so strange that words can hardly tell what a troubling
emotion they gave。 They were sombre blues�察 �opaque like a delicately
carved bowl in lapis lazuli�察�and yet with a quivering lustre that suggested
the palpitation of mysterious life�察�there were purples�察�horrible like raw and
putrid flesh�察�and yet with a glowing�察�sensual passion that called up vague
memories of the Roman Empire of Heliogabalus�察 �there were reds�察 �shrill
like the berries of holly one thought of Christmas in England�察�and the
snow�察 �the good cheer�察 �and the pleasure of children and yet by some
magic softened till they had the swooning tenderness of a dove's breast�察�
there were deep yellows that died with an unnatural passion into a green as
fragrant as the spring and as pure as the sparkling water of a mountain
brook。 Who can tell what anguished fancy made these fruits�拭 �They
belonged to a Polynesian garden of the Hesperides。 There was something
strangely alive in them�察 �as though they were created in a stage of the
earth's dark history when things were not irrevocably fixed to their forms。
They were extravagantly luxurious。 They were heavy with tropical
odours。 They seemed to possess a sombre passion of their own。 It was
enchanted fruit�察�to taste which might open the gateway to God knows what
secrets of the soul and to mysterious palaces of the imagination。 They
were sullen with unawaited dangers�察�and to eat them might turn a man to
beast or god。 All that was healthy and natural�察 �all that clung to happy
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relationships and the simple joys of simple men�察 �shrunk from them in
dismay�察�and yet a fearful attraction was in them�察�and�察�like the fruit on the