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relentless scrutiny。 Straighteningpreparatory to plunging his spoon
thereinhe flapped his right elbow。 It wasn't exactly a flap�察�it was a pass
between a hitch and a flap�察 �and presented external evidence of a mental
state。 Orville Platt always gave that little preliminary jerk when he was
contemplating a serious step�察 �or when he was moved�察 �or argumentative。
It was a trick as innocent as it was maddening。
Terry Platt had learned to look for that flapthey had been married
four yearsto look for it�察�and to hate it with a morbid�察�unreasoning hate。
That flap of the elbow was tearing Terry Platt's nerves into raw�察�bleeding
fragments。
Her fingers were clenched tightly under the table�察 �now。 She was
breathing unevenly。 ;If he does that again�察─�she told herself�察 �if he flaps
again when he opens the second egg�察 �I'll scream。 I'll scream。 I'll
scream� �I'll sc;
He had scooped the first egg into his cup。 Now he picked up the
second�察 �chipped it�察 �concentrated�察 �straightened�察 �thenup went the elbow�察�
and down�察�with the accustomed little flap。
The tortured nerves snapped。 Through the early´morning quiet of
Wetona�察 �Wisconsin�察 �hurtled the shrill�察 �piercing shriek of Terry Platt's
hysteria。
;Terry� �For God's sake� �What's the matter� ─�
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Orville Platt dropped the second egg�察�and his spoon。 The egg yolk
trickled down his plate。 The spoon made a clatter and flung a gay spot of
yellow on the cloth。 He started toward her。
Terry�察�wild´eyed�察�pointed a shaking finger at him。 She was laughing�察�
now�察�uncontrollably。 ;Your elbow� �Your elbow� ─�
;Elbow�拭─ �He looked down at it�察�bewildered�察�then up�察�fright in his
face。 ;What's the matter with it�拭─�
She mopped her eyes。 Sobs shook her。 ;You f´f´flapped it。;
;F´f´f; The bewilderment in Orville Platt's face gave way to
anger。 ;Do you mean to tell me that you screeched like that because my
because I moved my elbow�拭─�
;Yes。;
His anger deepened and reddened to fury。 He choked。 He had
started from his chair with his napkin in his hand。 He still clutched it。
Now he crumpled it into a wad and hurled it to the center of the table�察�
where it struck a sugar bowl�察 �dropped back�察 �and uncrumpled slowly�察�
reprovingly。 ;Youyou; Then bewilderment closed down again like a
fog over his countenance。 ;But why�拭 �I can't see;
;Because itbecause I can't stand it any longer。 Flapping。 This is
what you do。 Like this。;
And she did it。 Did it with insulting fidelity�察�being a clever mimic。
;Well�察�all I can say is you're crazy�察�yelling like that�察�for nothing。;
;It isn't nothing。;
;Isn't�察 �huh�拭 �If that isn't nothing�察 �what is�拭─ �They were growing
incoherent。 ;What d'you mean�察�screeching like a maniac�拭�
Like a wild woman�拭 �The neighbors'll think I've killed you。 What
d'you mean�察�anyway� ─�
;I mean I'm tired of watching it�察�that's what。 Sick and tired。;
;Y'are�察�huh�拭 �Well�察�young lady�察�just let me tell YOU something;
He told her。 There followed one of those incredible quarrels�察 �as
sickening as they are human�察 �which can take place only between two
people who love each other�察�who love each other so well that each knows
with cruel certainty the surest way to wound the other�察�and who stab�察�and
tear�察�and claw at these vulnerable spots in exact proportion to their love。
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Ugly words。 Bitter words。 Words that neither knew they knew flew
between them like sparks between steel striking steel。
From him�此 �Trouble with you is you haven't got enough to do。
That's the trouble with half you women。 Just lay around the house�察�
rotting。 I'm a fool�察�slaving on the road to keep a good´for´nothing;
;I suppose you call sitting around hotel lobbies slaving� �I suppose
the house runs itself� �How about my evenings�拭 �Sitting here alone�察�
night after night�察�when you're on the road。;
Finally�察 �Well�察�if you don't like it�察─�he snarled�察�and lifted his chair by
the back and slammed it down�察�savagely�察 �if you don't like it�察�why don't
you get out�察�hm�拭 �Why don't you get out�拭─�
And from her�察�her eyes narrowed to two slits�察�her cheeks scarlet�此�
;Why�察�thanks。 I guess I will。;
Ten minutes later he had flung out of the house to catch the 8��19 for
Manitowoc。 He marched down the street�察 �his shoulders swinging
rhythmically to the weight of the burden he carriedhis black leather
handbag and the shiny tan sample case�察 �battle´scarred�察 �both�察 �from many
encounters with ruthless porters and busmen and bellboys。 For four
years�察 �as he left for his semi´monthly trip�察 �he and Terry had observed a
certain little ceremony ��as had the neighbors��。 She would stand in the
doorway�察�watching him down the street�察�the heavier sample case banging
occasionally at his shin。 The depot was only three blocks away。 Terry
watched him with fond but unillusioned eyes�察�which proves that she really
loved him。 He was a dapper�察�well´dressed fat man�察�with a weakness for
pronounced patterns in suitings�察 �and addicted to derbies。 One week on
the road�察 �one week at home。 That was his routine。 The wholesale
grocery trade liked Platt�察�and he had for his customers the fondness that a
traveling salesman has who is successful in his territory。 Before his
marriage to Terry Sheehan his little red address book had been
overwhelming proof against the theory that nobody loves a fat man。
Terry�察�standing in the doorway�察�always knew that when he reached the
corner just where Schroeder's house threatened to hide him from view�察�he
would stop�察 �drop the sample case�察 �wave his hand just once�察 �pick up the
sample case and go on�察 �proceeding backward for a step or two until
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Schroeder's house made good its threat。 It was a comic scene in the eyes
of the onlooker�察 �perhaps because a chubby Romeo offends the sense of
fitness。 The neighbors�察�lurking behind their parlor curtains�察�had laughed at
first。 But after a while they learned to look for that little scene�察�and to take
it unto themselves�察 �as if it were a personal thing。 Fifteen´year wives
whose husbands had long since abandoned flowery farewells used to get a
vicarious thrill out of it�察�and to eye Terry with a sort of envy。
This morning Orville Platt did not even falter when he reached
Schroeder's corner。 He marched straight on�察�looking steadily ahead�察�the
heavy bags swinging from either hand。 Even if he had stoppedthough
she knew he wouldn'tTerry Platt would not have seen him。 She
remained seated at the disordered breakfast table�察�a dreadfully still figure�察�
and sinister�察�a figure of stone and fire�察�of ice and flame。 Over and over in
her mind she was milling the things she might have said to him�察�and had
not。 She brewed a hundred vitriolic cruelties that she might have flung in
his face。 She would concoct one biting brutality�察 �and dismiss it for a
second�察 �and abandon that for a third。 She was too angry to crya
dangerous state in a woman。 She was what is known as cold mad�察�so that
her mind was working clearly and with amazing swiftness�察 �and yet as
though it were a thing detached�察�a thing that was no part of her。
She sat thus for the better part of an hour�察�motionless except for one
forefinger that was�察�quite unconsciously�察�tapping out a popular and cheap
little air that she had been strumming at the piano the evening before�察�
having b